Louise LeBrun

Facing into the challenges. Reclaiming resourcefulness and resilience in the face of life-defining change.

Agitations

Memory Lane: How then shall I live?

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The more things change, the more they stay the same. I originally wrote this July 29, 2020.  Almost three years ago... and yet, at some level, feels like a lifetime ago.  Stop, for a moment, and consider what has unfolded in  your life... your reality... over these last three years.  And sadly, it's not over, yet - there is much more to come. Despite ... Continue Reading >>

Navigating Chaos: Touchstone for Transition

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Given all that is tearing at us, seeking to capture our attention, the word 'chaos' seems to be almost too 'normal' to do justice to the great effort that is currently unfolding.  And I do believe it to be an intentional effort to fracture our ability to trust ourselves and each other. More and more, less and less remains of our habituated ways of moving ... Continue Reading >>

Nassim Haramein: The Science of What We Are

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One of his most recent, this conversation explores the concept of manifesting your life and what it takes to make that happen.  As the exploration moves from the broad to the specific,  Nassim clearly states that before we can manifest, we have to understand what we are. For those of you familiar with the WEL-Systems® journey of discovery, you will ... Continue Reading >>

Navigating Chaos: finding stability in the absurd

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So... have been spending my time watching and listening and pondering and exploring.  Noticing patterns, repeating.  Not just listening TO but listening FOR the language that is the wave of intelligence seeking compliance through fear.  Sadly, I have not had to search very hard nor for very long to have more than my fill. I've also been intentionally ... Continue Reading >>

Act now! Starts May 21st: year-long with Stela Murrizi

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  "The conversations we are in determine the quality of our lives. So stop wasting your life on conversations that are meaningless and unfulfilling. Embrace becoming, instead. BUT … How could you become massive when you keep your conversations small? How could you become mindful when you choose habituated and familiar conversations? How could ... Continue Reading >>

Resourceful and Resilient

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Sometimes, we forget we're up for it... with 'it' being an intentional outcome of our own choosing.  Just because 'the world' (out there) is not yet designed to facilitate it, does not mean that its facilitation is not possible. In the face of what seems to be the impossible, consider that its presence is really the provocation to consider:  "How badly do ... Continue Reading >>

All the things we don’t want to know…..

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After opening remarks, the first two presenters are David Martin and Nick Hudson, both of whom I have posted here, in the past.  These particular offerings are succinct, substantiated and likely deeply disturbing to all - jabbed and unjabbed, alike.  In Canada, that is estimated to be over 80% of the population.  Globally, in excess of 5.5 billion ... Continue Reading >>

Unstoppable emergence

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Ah yes… the unstoppable power of emergence; of that natural and essential state of Being that demands constant and perpetual movement… and change… and evolution. That is the essence of who we are.  In other words: we are not intended to ever be fully baked; to ever be ‘done’; to ever think that there is any end-state to which we can/must aspire… and all else ... Continue Reading >>

Selective truth of mind-share

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The longer I live, the shorter my attention span becomes. It now takes a lot for me to be drawn to engage. The conversation is the key: how big, how far and how deep can it go? At this time in my own evolution, the desire to continue to evolve and become is greater than it has ever been. As more and more, science challenges our long-held thinking on who ... Continue Reading >>

Parenting: for good instead of evil

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The process of parenting is the delivery mechanism for culture.  Not good/bad, right/wrong... just the way it is.  How mindful are we - as parents and parental surrogates - of the power of our influence to shape reality for developing, young minds?  How directed are we, in that process, to ensure compliance rather than exploration and discovery? Consider ... Continue Reading >>

Before we can…

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... we must be willing to face into and lay claim to all that has told us that we can't.  Without that, we seek to spread the seeds of our potential on concrete... without breaking up the barrier and making way for the ability to penetrate to the nutrient-rich soil below.  And in the face of bearing witness to that potential's inevitable and slow dying, we ... Continue Reading >>

Time

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Your time is your life. Where you spend your time, how you spend your time and with whom you spend your time becomes the quality of your life, lived. Choose your moments mindfully and the rest will take care of itself. ... Continue Reading >>

Becoming Unglued

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Constantly feeding the Fear Machine is essential. Without that undercurrent of fear, we become willing to slow down... and pause… and examine what becomes evident beyond our desperation for strategies to escape the moment we're in. With the passage of time, data accumulate that reveal the popcorn trail of where we have been. Bits and pieces begin to ... Continue Reading >>

Awakening inside a Collective Coma

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What does it take for a collective to wake up? Is it even possible for a collective to wake up? A bunch of people shuffling in the same direction does not an intelligent organism make. If the individuals are not present, mindful and awake, putting a large number of them together does not increase intelligence but in truth, decreases it. The fine art of ... Continue Reading >>

Risk

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We were told that the risk was that we would lose our health… and our lives. We discovered that the risk is that we are losing our freedoms. The danger looms that we are at risk of losing our minds. Mind is the ground from which reality emerges and takes shape. Who owns my mind… owns me. Who owns your mind? ... Continue Reading >>

Audacity: A salute to the women who dare…

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It is not easy to be authentic in the living of your Life. The pressures to conform; to not stand out; to be reasonable and appropriate (whatever that means); to find the comfortable and acceptable middle ground that does not disturb… these override the inner drive to be fully present to and expressive of all that brings joy and meaning into your life! In ... Continue Reading >>

Imagining Your Life

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I recently had an email exchange with a delightful young woman I have come to cherish.  As I read her words, it occurred to me that the past continued to be the context within which the ability  to choose had become  'frozen' in the face of imagined consequences.  So, with that awareness in mind, I offered her a different perspective from which to consider ... Continue Reading >>

How, then, shall you choose?

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In the last month or so, I’ve written about the relationship between choice and intention; and about the underpinnings of truth and its deep roots in the mind-shaping process of parenting (and its surrogates) who fly the flag of our best interests and keeping us safe. The pull to simply capitulate and abdicate to ‘the voice of (a caring) authority’ is a ... Continue Reading >>

Truth: the elusive Unicorn in our current reality

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Brace for impact: incoming rant…. What is truth? Where does truth live? How do we know when we’ve found it? Like everyone else on the planet, I grew up believing that what I was told by those who tended to me on a daily basis (inside the family circle, i.e. parents/grandparents/older siblings) and their chosen surrogates (those outside the family ... Continue Reading >>

Transformation

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The power to transform does not lie in any particular 'correct' assumption.  It lies in your willingness to tell the truth - out loud and in the presence of others - about the assumptions you already carry that you hold as truth. ... Continue Reading >>

Evidence Based Medicine: redefining health

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What if the purported 'pandemic' has been but one small wave in a much larger sea of deception? How big are you willing to go? How open is your mind? How expansive is your willingness and ability to see the bigger picture; and to focus on context and process? You're about to find out....   ... Continue Reading >>

Overwhelm….

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Overwhelm can make you sick and crazy.  Maybe. For the last five weeks, or so, I have been ’sick’ (which, for me, is a very rare occurrence). Supposedly, I ‘had’ the dreaded you-know-what. Seems that having two little grandchildren under five - both of whom are in the presence of many others through daycare and school; and a son in law-enforcement who is ... Continue Reading >>

Rats in a maze

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Those who have known me, over time, know well that I do not see the world through the eyes of what is but through the potential of what might become. These last years that fit snugly under the banner of ‘pandemic’ have only served to bring into sharper relief the degree to which what seems to be ’the issue’ is but the distraction… the cover… for something ... Continue Reading >>

Before you reach for your mask….

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Yet again, murmurings of a required return to masks in public places in Ontario. Yet again, useless-yet-damaging theatre to reinforce both fear and control in an uneducated populace. Before you capitulate to some authority just because you're trained to do that, consider the following.  Whether you like it or not is irrelevant.  What is relevant is the ... Continue Reading >>

The Demise of Capitulation

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What does it take? How deep - and contagious - is your fear? Why would you bother? Who else might you choose to become? Decades of cultural conditioning - supported at every turn by others equally conditioned and rewarded for being so - leave us wondering what's true and what isn't.  In my era, that cultural conditioning came from the process of ... Continue Reading >>

The Quest for Open Science: Nick Hudson/PANDA

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Some are more courageous than others.  Nick Hudson has been one, amongst many, from the start. The truth really does set us free.  Are we willing to hear it? ... Continue Reading >>

Pandemic… of Shame

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I know of no one who has been spared the drama and its attending impact from the last three years of constant pressure to capitulate and conform.  To do what you're told.  To not question.  To be silent if not in agreement.  To trust external authorities rather than your own internal cues. Over and over... day after day... pummelled by the talking heads, ... Continue Reading >>

Authenticity as Boundary

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Over time and in many ways, the idea of establishing boundaries has been explored.  Typically, it is done by way of identifying things to do; behaviours to change; new strategies to put into play that will prevent your being pressed... bullied.. cajoled, shamed or provoked... into choices that are no longer a choice and have become the imperative of another, ... Continue Reading >>

Intentional Evolution: provocation for a life worth living

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So much in today's world seeks to highjack your attention and redirect... away from your own inner rumblings and toward the nails-on-a-chalk-board screech of yet another reason to be afraid; another reason to look outside of yourself for someone (anyone!) to save you; another reason for you to capitulate to your weenie-ness and inability to figure it out for ... Continue Reading >>

How the body works

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The magic of a small child lives in their unquestionable trust of the deep intelligence that is their own body. There is no filter between the inner cue and external engagement. It takes pain - chronic and applied over time or intense, in a single burst - and from that pain descends the silencing of the natural, intuitive inner joy... replaced with a ... Continue Reading >>

Step 2: Be willing to change your mind

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After 30+ years of experiencing and learning how to trust the many waves of discovery in the vast ocean of my own potential, it has become easier and much less of a struggle to be willing to change my mind. With a new insight… a new moment in time, deeply rooted in my own intuitive knowing… letting go of what was and embracing that which has proven to be ... Continue Reading >>

“Inside people’s heads… “

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In previous posts, I have made reference to proven, existing intentions - backed by government policy - to accelerate implementation of transhumanism preferences.  There is no longer any effort to hide any of it - it is in full view and under our noses... if we are willing to look. 'Nudge units' (also previously written about) continue to press our ... Continue Reading >>

Recalculating…

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There are times when the temptation to move into silence and isolation is greater than my ability to choose otherwise. The cacophony of competing ’truths’ and ‘realities’ grind against each other and pulverize the last vestiges of my hope for a world that remains recognizable to me and, in any way, reflects the future I once held for my sons and their ... Continue Reading >>

Trust the Science… of what it is to be human.

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The power in the science is not just knowing - it lies in the never-ending willingness to continue to explore, discover and know differently. In Gregg Braden's recent offering - Self-Empowerment through Self-Regulation - we are presented with the cutting-edge science of not just who but what we are as human beings.  This science reveals to us the breadth, ... Continue Reading >>

Choosing ‘not that’ is a legitimate choice.

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Standing in the ’now’… facing into the dark, vast empty Space that is my potential…. I AM the Light that will shine into existence some expression of meaning in my life. All things are possible, now that I am ready, willing and able to let go of my fascination with what has been (trusting QuantumTLC™ to attend to that, as required) that I might manifest what ... Continue Reading >>

Perspective

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Over my many years of living this way, perhaps the greatest irritation/frustration/annoyance/anger from clients/participants has been in the recognition that the answer is always ‘yes’. The answer is always ‘yes’ in the seeming contradictions of the need to have boundaries and collapse boundaries. In the need to speak and be silent. The need to stay and the ... Continue Reading >>

A Foot in the Door: You cannot have my children!

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For the last soon-to-be three years, I have watched in grief and shock at the reprehensible and intentional 'disappearing' of a way of life, in my own country, that I never dreamed would be so easily surrendered.  The mouth of one becomes a channel for the voice of another.  What is presented turns out to have been but a cloak of deception for what continues ... Continue Reading >>

Step 1: Notice Yourself

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In this place and time, women are the key. Women who are both willing and able. Women who are willing to dare… to stand alone… to be seen and heard as the voice of a different truth. Be it alone or in community, the challenge is one desperate to be met by the gathering Force of new creators. Although fraught with the uncertainty of a world in chaos, when ... Continue Reading >>

The Power of the Pause

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Pause: interruption in an existing flow The pause…. at the end of the inhalation, just before we transition to an exhalation. It becomes the curve… the place where we transform from one existing state to another… from drawing in to releasing out. For two years, we have been pressed into a constant inhale… pressed to be on high-alert… pressed to ... Continue Reading >>

Manipulated much?

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This one will take some commitment to listen to. It’s detailed and extensive. Some of it is annoying - and all of it is deeply disturbing. None of us likes to believe that our mind is not our own.  And keep in mind: this is but a tiny peek into the murky world of human manipulation. Most of us have not a single clue about the degree to which we are so ... Continue Reading >>

Choosing from the edge…

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The world has changed - and so have I. My taste for retirement has soured. My willingness to sit on the sidelines? A faded memory of a time past when I trusted my ‘reality’ to simply keep trundling along. Those days are long gone… barely a hint remaining at the not-so-far horizon of the ‘great reset’ that seeks to impose itself upon any and all. I am ... Continue Reading >>

Guest Post: Erika Lucivero ~ Get Out of Jail Free

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I call this one 'get out of jail free', because there isn't a jail big enough to constrain a GodForce. It's about being easy on yourself and thinking easy. "Don't be so hard on yourself." I've heard this just in the last month from three separate people with whom I deeply respect. So by the third person it was enough for me to look at what this means ... Continue Reading >>

Event: 21st Century Huna ~ Sheila Winter Wallace

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How do you stay grounded in the whirlwind of emotional chaos that has become our day-to-day reality? How do you maintain both capacity and commitment to thinking for yourself when so many would prefer you just did as you're told? Why does any of it matter? Join Sheila Winter Wallace for a 2-day Introduction to 21st Century Huna.  Click here to ... Continue Reading >>

Sheila Winter Wallace: Futility of Saviour Politics

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‘Saviour’ has been rumbling around in my awareness for sometime. I choose to live unequivocally and intentionally for evolution of Self for it’s own sake; my chosen way of living is not a side hobby to peruse at my leisure, separate from living in the delusional world that is external to me. Everything is a metaphor for everything else, in my life. (Sheila ... Continue Reading >>

Parenting: What it takes to let go….

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A conversation for the time we’re in! In this moment, the trance of the last 100 years is deeply disturbed. The next steps we take will determine if we are entrained into a new trance… or if we give our children what they need to create a future outside of trance. It really is up to us! ============================   "My son is part of this world ... Continue Reading >>

Memory Lane ~ Consumption: A Force on the Curve of Creation

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I originally wrote this post in the spring of 2017.  Having 'retired' in 2015, I would never have considered the fracturing blow that 2020 would bring.  Still, the idea and process of 'consumption' is perhaps, now, even more critical as we bear witness to unrelenting efforts to cow the minds of those for whom consumption of 'reality' demands a more ... Continue Reading >>

Stela-Shakti: Courage

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"It takes great courage to step out of the comfort zone and try something that feels real and true. It takes courage to leave the shallow and the shell and dive head first into the deep and the dark. " It Takes Great Courage   ... Continue Reading >>

Stela Shakti: Biodigital Convergence and the Canadian Government

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Buckle up!!! This blog post is not for everyone. Its depth and expanse will produce deep agitations in naming that which is already known… at some level… in the bodies of any and all who are conscious and engaged. Perhaps it will present as some kind of confusion or state of inner turmoil. Perhaps it will present as an expression of distrust at any and all ... Continue Reading >>

Stela Shakti: What Darkness Reveals…

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"There is nowhere to hide, no need to hide, and now increasingly more…no desire to hide. I seek, and I find. The darkness reveals. Infinitely. My only “goal”: stay deeply, profoundly, intentionally curious. It is only from that space of divine curiosity that I not only discover or create, but live. I need not always have something to say. I simply be, and ... Continue Reading >>

Sheila Winter Wallace: Owning it All !

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We live in a world - at a time - when 'truth' has become fluid.  No longer easily identifiable as a touchstone to remind us or a guide-stone to show us the way, we wander in the desert of contradictions, fabrications and  outright deceptions.  Without sense of any destination, we are left with the deeply-uprooted consequences of our daily struggle to find ... Continue Reading >>

Memory Lane: Women and Rage!

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In the last 18 months, many powerful women in my reality have chosen to leave this realm.  Each, in her own way, a unique expression of potential... and for some, potential unfulfilled. Having worked with women intensely and intimately for close to 30 years, I am mindful of the Fire energy that courses through the tissue of so, so many women.  This Fire ... Continue Reading >>

What you don’t know you don’t know, can kill you.

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Take a little trip down the rabbit hole of Continuity of Government.  In so doing, the fog begins to lift and what comes into sight is a way to make sense of the insanity now on full display in what has been - until now - a democracy in Canada. It takes time and a willingness to discover.  It takes a curiosity rather than a judgement.  It takes a ... Continue Reading >>

The Silent Deep

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Valentines Day - February 14, 2022 Prime Minister Justin Trudeau invokes the Emergencies Act. Inside…. where I live…. has gone silent. Words cannot be found to allow that which writhes through me to emerge and find expression in an outer world that ... Continue Reading >>

February 1: Denmark Ends All Covid Restrictions

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These are not now - and have not been for almost two years - easy times.  We are being pressed into coming to grips with an ultimate and final choice:  who owns my mind?  Who owns my choice? Who owns my life? Our historical and traditional sources of information are corrupted and now deeply rooted in the intentional claiming of mind-share.  If we are not ... Continue Reading >>

Guest Post: Sheila Winter Wallace

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  "Maybe, now having reached the ripe old age of 76 years wise has invited me to really sit with the question of ‘What is the worst that could happen?’. I lived my life running away from that question. Really, the very worst that could happen is that I would betray my own Self, then beat myself up for it, continually with no reprieve. LOL, that is so ... Continue Reading >>

Stela Shakti: Own Your Mind

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One of the many things I appreciate and value about Stela's way of moving through her world is her unbound willingness to allow her own internal chaos to be a visible and living part of her evolution.  We are all - many times in our lives - 'caught' in the death-struggle of internal vs external cues.  Rather than struggle, we can discover how to make it a ... Continue Reading >>

Lex Fridman: Statement Against Lockdowns

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Long ago, it stopped being about a virus and became about compliance and control.  It became about a needle in every arm.  It became about: When I say jump, you say 'how high?'. With millions now double and triple (and for some, quadruple) jabbed, how can a collective reality shift when so many will need to continue to be right about the one we've got? ... Continue Reading >>

Stela Shakti: Create with Intention

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"I move forward in my life now knowing that we have entered an era that we won’t go back from. We have entered the era of post-truth, massformation, and the noble lie. A world of increasingly more concentrated wealth and power. A world where disagreement is met with censorship and violence. A world where a group of people is openly and unapologetically ... Continue Reading >>

Choosing Your Own Path

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The last two years have been very difficult, for everyone. Cut off from so much that had formed a part of our lives that we rarely thought about, we now find ourselves longing for what is no longer available even if/when we’re not quite sure what that might be. It has been two years of being bullied and deprived of the most fundamental freedoms of ... Continue Reading >>

Triggering Life Choices: What is QuantumTLC™ ?

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QuantumTLC™ (QTLC) is an essential part of the perpetually-evolving body of knowledge known as WEL-Systems®. For more than two decades, this profound and life-expanding experience has been at the very core of my own evolution; and a critical aspect in assisting others in embracing a richer, fuller and more meaningful, creative and authentic way of Being, in ... Continue Reading >>

New Program with Stela Murrizi: January 2022

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In the midst of it all, it is imperative that we not lose faith... in ourselves. Your body knows the vibration of  'truth', just like it knows the vibration of 'deception'.  Perhaps the first step for each of us is to recognize the difference and stop betraying ourselves! Explore what a deep and life-altering dive into your own potential can look/feel ... Continue Reading >>

Owning Your Mind: Louise on ‘The Poetry of Predicament’

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I have been deeply disturbed by the degree of censorship I have witnessed in the last 18 months of my life.  Never would I have dreamed such a thing would profoundly shape my reality, having long taken freedom of thought and choice to be a 'given' in my homeland.  And now, I am no longer sure that its presence will grace the lives of my children and ... Continue Reading >>

Awaken and Reclaim: Stela Shakti

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"How “reality” is structured in our mind impacts the quality of life we believe we have access to. But, is what we’ve got really all there is? All there could be? In my experience, the more I inquire about myself within the good company of other curious women, the more I discover, the more empowered I know myself to be." In times of great uncertainty (like ... Continue Reading >>

Losing Your Mind…..

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We were told that the risk was that we would lose our lives. We discovered that the risk is that we are losing our freedoms. The danger looms that we are at risk of losing our minds. Mind is the ground from which reality emerges and takes shape. Whoever owns my mind… owns me. Who owns your mind?   ... Continue Reading >>

Covid Pandemic: A Retrospective

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Month after month, filled with fear and anger and deep distrust. Intentional divisions and alienations.  Lives and the quality of lives, victims to directives and policies that have now shown themselves to have been deeply flawed and vastly harmful. We now have enough passage-of-time and captured details to be able to look back and wonder:  how else might ... Continue Reading >>

Charles Eisenstein: The Rehearsal is Over

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"Many people trust the authorities and willingly comply with their rules. They face no dilemma, no initiatory moment, no self-defining world-creating choice point, not yet. But as the authorities’ narratives devolve into absurdity and their rules devolve into oppression, more and more of us face this choice: To live your truth out loud, or To live by ... Continue Reading >>

Follow-up: Neil Oliver goes Viral

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Yet again, Neil Oliver finds the words to express what so many are thinking. Mind control is nothing new amongst our global populations.  We are subjected to it every day and at every turn.  The worst part about it - and what makes it all so powerfully effective - is that most of us don't have a clue it's even going on! Consider a more recent offering ... Continue Reading >>

Stela Shakti: Part 2 – Warrior!

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"In this type of mind, then, compliance is seen as the golden standard. Compliance to the narrative I have held as true since longer than I can remember. I believe the underlying logic of needing desperately to be right goes something like this: If I am right about my life, then I am good. If I am good, and I do everything right, then I am safe. This type of ... Continue Reading >>

The Bigger Picture

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It doesn't matter what conclusion you come to - what matters is how you come to it. In a world of technology, sound bytes and break-neck speed in all areas of our lives, we are no longer known for our deep thinking and ability to tolerate the unknown to remain so, for long.  We have lost our appetite for letting discomfort stew and in its resulting ... Continue Reading >>

In the Gap Between Gratitude and Grief

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I have a lot for which to be thankful. No doubt, there were times that challenged my sense of equilibrium in my world however, I am blessed with selective memory when it comes to moving forward in my life. Lingering long over past hurts and old wounds contributes little to a meaningful life, long lived. At now 70+, I can look back with a deep sense of ... Continue Reading >>

The House of my Mind

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I spent many years travelling to Hawaii. Beyond the embrace of the physical space - the experience of being on a tiny dot of land in the middle of the majestic Pacific Ocean, 2500 miles from anywhere else, in any direction... all of which were breathtaking moments in time - I came to recognize that what kept calling me back to this ancient place was the ... Continue Reading >>

Erosion of Individual Choice

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Now officially a septuagenerian, I am mindful that I have cast many mindless votes in my lifetime. At the beginning of this democratic timeline, my vote was heavily influenced by the ’tribal elders’ who had shaped my world. The idea was to perpetuate the lineage of the 'anointed one' - the one that the older generation imprinted on the obligations of the ... Continue Reading >>

Accountability for Individual Choice

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It is never about the choice - it is always about The One doing the choosing. There will be no needle in this arm. How far am I willing to go with that? I don’t know… .but I’m sure I will soon find out. More and more, the rhetoric is inflamed and directed at germinating constant fear and deep loathing of one slice of the population for another. Having ... Continue Reading >>

This is not a drill.

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"Deep in the human unconscious is a pervasive need for a logical universe that makes sense. But the real universe is always one step beyond logic.”  (Frank Herbert, 'Dune') I retired in 2015 from the full-time engagement of my life’s work of the previous 25 years. I turned my attention to other things… things that I had too often overlooked or ignored, or ... Continue Reading >>