I am aware of the degree to which I am restless… agitated… ready to move! I am also mindful of the speed at which change can occur (from my Manifesting 6-day of last week) and the alternative state of paralysis that is a reflection of the attempt to manifest from the intellect. Slooooowwwwwwwing down to re-enter what is considered ‘normal’ is creating a huge vibration in my body… like shifting from warp speed back to trundling-along speed. I think I prefer something a little faster!
Things are moving quickly. The new multi-CD set from ‘Decloaking and Living Authentically‘ is almost done. Ray Landry will be arriving on Monday to spend time with me in a recorded conversation about depression… particularly in men. I leave on the 20th for Nova Scotia, to spend four-days in one of the most potent conversations – an Emerging Futures conversation – for Entrepreneurial Women. Not just ‘entrepreneurial’ as a reference to independent business women, but ‘entrepreneurial’ as a state of mind that precedes a state of being… a way of finding that place to stand to forge new ground and open gateways to more powerful ways to manifest. I LOVE this conversation!
I then spend a full day in Halifax, connecting with people who are hungry for an alternative to the status quo! The new one-day ‘A Day of Discovery’ is another ‘Emerging Futures’ experience; and one that begins to introduce the notion of an Emerging Future as a way of being… a way of living… as opposed to an event in time. I’m excited about this one, wondering: just how far can we go in such a short period of time?
Through November and December, the five-days of ‘Engaging‘ loom as, potentially, my last in the program room for this event; followed by a return to NS for a magical week at Oceanstone for the Whispers from Within Women’s Writing Retreat. Such amazing conversations with such amazing women – all of them hungry for a more powerful way of being and ready to do what it takes to get there. I am indeed, in the greatest of company!
Wow… I just re-read that. Every now and then I find myself stopping… and pausing to marvel at my own life. When I think back to who I was oh-so-long-ago, I would never have even dreamed of this life, yet alone been able to define or plan for it. It has unfolded, one breath to the next, so that now I can look back and be filled with such a huge sense of my own potential! Imagine… if I could create that without having any idea of what Emerging Futures way of life could be, what else now becomes possible?
I know that 2009 will be a year of an accelerated vibration of presence through voice. I know that the vibration of what I have discovered will touch the minds and souls of hundreds of thousands – not because I say so, but because they do. I know that 2009 will not look like anything that has come before it and will nonetheless, have something familiar about it that will call me forward, particularly in those moments when I have no idea of where forward is!
One thing I have learned from the truth of my own experience: trusting that the stars of my own inner truth are what will take me to where I need to go is not just a catchy phrase. It is the way I live my life – and I know that I am indeed, in good hands.
And through it all, breathing is good…..