Here’s what I have discovered about myself in this 10-day writing process.
It is clear to me that I am here:
I have no memory of ever being other than that as an expression of Being. Even in the innocence of no intention, simply being my Self was agitating to those around me. So be it.
To leave no conversation unengaged.
Whether it is one that is occurring and into which I am invited or choose to insert mySelf; or if it is one that I must create to make a conversation possible, so be it. I will create the experiences that allow me to be my Self, fully engaged.
To awaken the Self in any and all who come into the sphere of my existence.
We are on a spaceship travelling at breakneck speed through the cosmos… and we – all of us, as its crew – must be awake and present. Right now, the vast majority of us are in a coma. How many will it take to navigate and ensure we reach some life-enhancing destination?
In this time with all of you, it has been a gift to profoundly relax into my agitation. Like a spice is intended to awaken the palette, so I am intended to awaken the Self. For that, I must be willing to be true to my Self at all times. It’s easy for me to do when I free myself from any judgement with, around and about it.
I may choose to be ‘retired’ from the creations of my past. These will be treated with RIG and ensured, to the best of my ability, their continuation. They are essential to paving the way for others to wake up to the Self… to engage above the Choice Point in a meaningful way for themselves as the Creator each and every one of us, is. Educate! Educate! Educate! For me, I am freed from the early lines of enquiry when I can point to a process… and let go. Beyond all of that, a new path calls.
Thank you all for being part of this 10-day process. I believe that this process awakens; and I believe that for any who may choose to engage, their lives will transform. And then, when that is done, I will create something else that will agitate. And on and on and on, I will go.
When it is your time to agitate… to become the ‘blessed irritant’ in your life and the lives of those others for whom the investment of your ‘Being’ is worthwhile… dare to decloak and reveal the genuine, authentic, core Self that longs for the deeper breath of your own creations.
I encourage you to mark this Deep Dive and revisit when you feel lost to your Self. You’ll know that moment when you notice that nothing feeds your Soul. Try as you might to look outside yourself to find your way back, the memory of this will rise up and bring you back, to your Self. Only there will you find what you seek.
Thank you for staying with this. It’s not always easy. It’s not always fun. And it’s always worth it!